It all happened when I was just a child, and I had to go to bed at 22:10. Maybe because it was hard to fall asleep at that time, I used to daydream, I only needed my imagination to start flying...
As of a child you think that when you are older you can do wathever you want, and can't stop thinking about all the things you could do when no one's there to tell you what to do.
I had a dream in which I could see myself driving a light-blue old car in the middle of the Grand Canyon. All alone. I really enjoyed it. I was as old as I am now. I didn't see myself living a family life, at least as it is considered these days. It would be like jail.
But then I woke up and I was still a child, as if it was a nightmare, with my grandma sleeping next to me, and in a few minutes I would have to get up to have breakfast, and go to school.
I was unaware about the turns of life. And when I became a little bit older I locked up those dreams somewhere in the dark, and started to see life as it is, and drinking, smoking, and something else.
But at some point, not too late, I rescued those dreams. And I realized, not so late, that my dreams will come true, with you by my side.
Ironically, I found some nicaragua pictures in the website: world66 and wanted to share them with you.
In some way, I woke up, and I was not in the school anymore. Somehow, I can see myself as the grown-up girl I dreamed about "last night". My grandma is not sleeping next to me anymore, and I am the one that has to prepare breakfast for her. I am ready to face up to my new life. I can't wait to start. I mean, I already started, I just didn't know.
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